2016 - Looking Forward

After reflecting on 2015 in my previous post, here I am creating my goals for 2016. I'm a total sucker for making lists, especially when they involve goals, so even though I pretty much forgot about my 2015 goals after January and failed at most of them - although I do believe this was to do with my involvement in the renovation of our new home and moving  in which was an achievement that I certainly didn't plan to occur in 2015 - i'm still going to write a list for 2016.

Sixteen is my favourite number, so this year has to be good. I'm pretty excited for the latter half of this year, I don't want to wish half of 2016 away already but I will be finishing my undergraduate degree in Psychology and I cannot wait. I'm not sure what i'm going to do afterwards, and that would probably scare most people but I do know that I'm ready for full time work. I no longer want the festive period to be tarnished by looming January exams and deadlines, I no longer want to have to come home from work/uni/placement and spend my night doing uni work, pushing myself to the max because of my lack of motivation, I no longer want the stress of trying to manage 4/5 different things at once. I would have much rather spent the 1st of January on a beach walk with Lee, followed by accepting the invitation by my friend to go out for drinks in the afternoon instead of sitting in all day with my head buried in the world of cognitive psychology revision. I know I'm describing an ideal world and who knows if my job will allow for these things and it may be because I had a not so great exam on Tuesday that my moaning seems rather exaggerated but it's true, I'm excited to be out of education, don't get me wrong the perks such as a minimal timetable and student loans will be greatly missed.

For me, my January 1st doesn't start until the 11th due to the first 4 days being consumed by constant revision (all routine/other responsibilities went out of the window) and then on the 5th, a few hours after my exam, we traveled to Amsterdam for our 5 year anniversary trip. We arrived back from a pretty great trip this morning and I'm ready to start facing 2016 with some new goals on Monday...

- get a good routine and stress less: So, January 11th is the day that my routine will begin again. Hopefully this awful sleeping routine, caused by NYE, late night revision and a holiday, will soon fix itself and I do want to start getting up earlier than usual. I'll also be back to my usual gym classes and restarting my volunteering role as a peer mentor. As I've mentioned, juggling so many commitments has seriously stressed me out over the past few months so I need to find a routine which enables me to manage them effectively, this will obviously get easier as my number of commitments drops over the year but I need to learn to say no to certain things for now (such as extra work hours). Related to this, I need to sort out my time management, I've tried this before but it's time to try again, I have no concept of time (always late) and it takes me SO long to do anything, I can't explain why but it's not good. I always feel like I have so many things to do and so little time to do them. I need to start making more realistic to do lists with specific goals rather than the long, general to do lists I'm used to, as that makes it impossible to complete them, causing way more stress, send any tips my way!

- make our house a home: I don't think I realised that our house wasn't going to feel as homely or as perfect at first, it takes time and a lot of money to turn plans into reality and our white walls are still looking very bare, making the rooms look a little soulless. Of course we're so grateful to be living here and for the say we had in the design of the place during the renovation. Also, we're so grateful for the things we were given second hand but they will eventually be replaced by more coordinating pieces and our own tastes will be implemented. We have already made a start this year by setting up our desk spaces in the spare bedroom. I went very Blogger/Pinterest inspired with the copper lamp and Ikea desk and I'm totally loving it, a few framed prints and some nice desk accessories and it will be complete. I have so many plans for our home and each month we'll add something new, next on the list is a nice, big full length mirror.

- sort out some minor health issues: I'm not talking about anything big or worrying, but smaller things that have affected my life for years now, things I haven't wanted to mention to a doctor with the fear of being laughed at and thought of as pathetic, things such as my constant exhaustion and possible intolerance to something (I haven't quite identified what that something is yet). These things affect my social life, my relationship, my academic work and my confidence. I never have energy so I worry that I'm thought of as boring and when I shop, my focus is on buying things which won't reveal my bloated stomach at all.

Those are my 'bigger' goals which I would love to achieve this year. Some smaller ones, most carried over from last year are; think about scary career stuff, learn to cook/bake, scrapbook with all of the Project Life supplies I bought last year, get back into our beach walks, don't leave assignments until the very last minute and improve my photography so that I can finally be happy with my day out/holiday photos. I could totally go on and on here so I'll stop myself before the list becomes so unrealistically long. Truth is, other than our 21st birthdays, I haven't got a clue what 2016 will bring but that's kind of exciting. I wish you all the best for 2016.

Rachael x